61 in 61
I got on the scales yesterday morning, and was appalled to see that I had put 10 pounds on over Easter. 10 pounds over a like four days. It's almost like I gave birth in reverse.
I'm fucked off about it for sure, but I've been much heavier and much thinner. I'm at a weight crossroads, I suppose but I know which way I have to go.
I have to lose the weight, and quickly. Summer is rapidly approaching - I know this because my eyes haven't stopped itching and watering all week.
So why 61 in 61? Why not. Please don't think this is an pro-ana thing - it's not. It's simply a personal journey, to test my personal limits. While I am not obese (but I'm not telling you my starting weight) if I did lose 61, I will have a BMI of 21.9, so I it's a good thing, right?
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